Date:	2006-02-04 19:40
Subject:	time to update
Security:	Public
Mood:	the AC is freezing my balls
Music:	the ordertaker - parokya ni edgar

it's been a while...

Last week was crazy.
*Got into a fight with my mother about my responsibilities daw as an ATE. I missed class and 2 exams because of this.

*A guy I see every once in a while confessed that he’s not straight. For crying out loud this is like the 3^rd or 4^th time and this has to stop! It’s cool to have a lot of not-so-straight male friends but crush-ing and liking one and getting into a relationship with one is one major decision I have to think over really hard. And now is not the time for such. *I’m still gaga over PM who plays the role of Dennis Trillo’s best friend in Etheria but now that he's on TV, my hopes were what, killed?yes, killed. He gets an average of 70 blog comments for every post on his LJ. So i guess he's already a star. sigh. Who knows, maybe we will still meet in Saguijo (if I still have the time to go out...argh), I don’t know.

I am starting to condition myself in the idea…”that maybe, just maybe, I am meant to be spinster for life.” Pucha parang bridget jones to ah…

So there it is, ladies and gents and not so ladies and not so gents.

Here are the 2 things that I’m sure of at this time:

Palawan trip – I already have the tickets. Yehey! March 18-24.

School – finish 21 units this semester, summer and another 21 units and then graduate! Dang it! Although I enjoy studying very very much, the schedule I have now is a killer and i have no plans of getting my name in the papers because i lost my sanity and i jumped off of the office building.

Part of our itinerary (naks itinerary…) is the visit to Palawan Underground River. Tobal is screaming like mad in the office when he bought the Palawan traveler’s guide and saw the picture of this cave because he’s scared to go boating on the river. I told him, “You know what, you are sure gonna kill us if I’m on the boat with you because you get kinda hyper when excited and afraid, you’ll throw us over the river and get eaten by crocodiles.” But im still going...no matter how scary green that river gets. hehehehe...

Date:	2006-02-04 23:07
Subject:	napasulat ako...
Security:	Public
Mood:	melancholy
Music:	way down - tori amos

i visited his blog...part of my stalking routine.
and here's what happened, samahan mo pa ng pakikinig kay tori amos...ayun nagkaleche leche na naman utak ko.
T...are you there pare...can you be like, my girlfriend for one week?
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and i feel his stoic whimper
screaming whispers of being alone
no matter how high he gets
he's still unhappy

having no one

i want to touch him
but how
is a question i leave unto fate
for he is one but another dream
but how
can i reach you

having no one

i want to be your someone...