Current mood:	drunk
Current music:	rachael yamagata - be be your love

hmm...

I agree with T. when we were talking yesterday while waiting for our masseuse to attend to us for some awesome Swedish massage somewhere in Makati. She said, "We, born under the sign of Taurus are such drama queens and kings" Damn it, yes, we love drama, we seek inspiration by fucking our lives up. feeling everything, taking them all in...this is what made me visit this blog now. 

I'm a bit tipsy from 2 bottles i just had with my officemates...yeah, i get knocked out real fast, i hate the taste of beer. I told Abs this will be the last day i'll bother with that one guy who stabbed me in the heart (again). that's how life is. and now i'm listening to EMO rock again. arrrgh. Side comment from Zoe: "lakas talaga ng appeal mo sa foreigners chong, sinusundan ka ng tingin oh..." There are British men hanging out on place...haay...(tigilan na ko pakiusap, in English...stop me.) 

I'm addicted to the US tv series "the L word". I hate these self actualization moments...i'm doubting myself. i'm curious, i want to try it. I asked Tian and he said "No don't, it's hard to go back." My whole life i had 3 great big crushes on 3 amazing girls...of course i can't tell you who. but yeah, i want to date them and kiss them. that would be really nice.

So i said my goodbyes, since this will be the last day i will sulk in this feeling of being stupid (no matter how many times, we don't get tired, yeah it's part of it)...I sent him my last email.